She tells me
other people don’t understand,
leaning forward and then backwards in the chair,
as if there was not enough room
at this little table
in this little coffee shop
Apartment living is different, she tells me.
We were talking about space, the tender occupation of space,
how a life is cobbled together out of plaster dust
and poorly applied paint
We are just wading through.
Mythbusting, she says with a laugh.
You have to take it, bite down on it to find the gold.
A deep and unwavering act of cherish.
There is something both savage and tender in the act.
And she is right,
when last night I stood in the living room
and saw how 13 years of love could morph
and change and become something you needed to catch
and pin down and hold against you
till it’s breathing steadied and
it’s mouth finally closing over long teeth and
the night was brought back
quiet again but changed
a renewal of sorts,
with slight scorch marks
and the sharp whiff of incandescence
like a fire finally stamped out.
19 hours ago