Something is wrong, he says.
Something is wrong.
He goes to take off his seatbelt.
Stop, I tell him my hand on his. Everything is fine.
It’s just dark out.
The plane starts to shake.
Something is wrong, he says
and I see in his eyes that he believes it.
This is me, I think watching him. This is what I do.
This is what I usually say.
This is me and this time, I am him.
Later on the ground, waiting for the car,
I don’t know what happened, he said.
There was just so much water
and it took so long to land.
He is embarrassed.
It’s okay, I tell him.
Softer than I said it on the plane,
when I nearly shouted it.
As if shouting it would make it true.
I don’t know what happened, he says again,
his fingers going through his long hair.
I watch him shift his weight and look down the road.
I don’t know, he says again, not even to me.
But I do.
I know exactly what happened.
20 hours ago