I could have been the child who died there.
I think of this sometimes,
now that I am older and
try to keep a steely grip on this life.
We both could have,
laying at the bottom of the waterfall,
like death thirsty lovers.
My parents would have buried their youngest,
not even out of high school.
My name would have been listed among
the others in the school year book who were dead by
car accidents, disease, unknown sickness
and then me, bloody and crushed laying in the woods.
My mother would have tended to my grave,
My father would not come.
She would push her fingers through the dirt,
leaving dimples behind.
Flowers would bloom and die,
Everything would chug forward,
one day, like a smoke filed train,
upon which I was not a passenger
and I would wait at the bottom,
in the sleek pool,
listening and waiting
for the ambulance that wasn’t coming,
to the fading laughter and screams of the
To the priest who would come to save
and then, in saving, damn and curse this place,
and leave my ghost behind in that glassy dirty water.
19 hours ago