It was not the trees or the light
or the sound of the leaves underfoot.
It was not the lake
or the moon or the joints we had smoked.
It was not the child’s swing set
or the giggle of girls when their bras were undone.
It was not the sound of sex
the hush and need of desperate release.
It was the simple conversation we had
of all the things we were going to do
and be before we even were anything.
It was the slow creak of the swings,
the hushed voice
or the occasional braying cackle
that split the night and betrayed our hiding spot
that let me know,
in a way you usually don’t ever get to know
that we were there,
in that moment,
and we were young
so very very young
even though we pretended we were old
so young that we could still hear the
steady thrumming of our hearts,
the shiver of bones that stretched
in skin tightened by the lake.
so horribly breakable young
that some of us will stay that way,
Too young to really realize that
this time was mercifully
not going to last.
20 hours ago